Im really really bad at this its strict as fuckkk.

Im trying really hard to do this.

Im keeping this set up for when I can do this

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A list of reasons for my incompetence and lack of yearly education and everything else

• I am from a low-income life, so I dont have proper education in this topic, self-learing but its really hard to when everything cost money.
• beginner
• ADHD
• envy
• takes forever
• Requires a lot
• I hate when i cant be instantly perfect at things

What i need to do; tutorials!